Tuesday 13th

Today went by so quickly, one minute it was 12 O'clock and I had just gotten in and the next it's 6pm.I don't know where the time has gone and I have nothing to show for it except a spectacular ass print on my chair. Lack of money has really affected my social life. I'm too scared to even check my bank account in case the cash machine spits out my card and starts laughing at me. I was looking through some of my old files today and found some crappy poetry I wrote when I was about 16. It's funny as hell but also deeply embarrassing. I almost deleted them but then I realised that its almost like I have a window into my past since back then I didn't have the commitment to write a diary. I'd start one then get bored of it and not write in it. They always start off interesting but then day after day nothing happens and you don't feel like writing and by the time that you remember too much has happened and there's a lot of stuff you can't remember.

I want to go somewhere nice for my birthday but I don't know where to go. I was thinking of going somewhere new, like a clubor bar I've never been to. The problem is I have no idea which ones are good and which aren't and I don't know who to ask. I'm probably going to end up at Zoo Bar (ick). The music is okay there on a Wednesday night but the men are so grabby and the dancefloor is completely cramped. This is so frustrating I want to have fun since its my 21st and that's supposed to be a benchmark birthday...ah well. I'll think on it some more.

Apart from my constant complaining nothing much has happened since all I did was go to my lecture and come home. I can't afford to do anything right now .





What I'm Listening To: Late Registration by Kanye West